Have you ever felt disconnected from everything?
Ever wanted to just disappear?
Have you ever felt you don’t qualify to fit in this world?
If yes you are at the right place.
Welcoming you to my first blog.
My self Rameez. 26 yrs old as of a week a go. Completing a year as a freelancer. Having completed B.Tech Information Technology from Anna University. I did my first Diploma Degree in Electrical and Electronic Engineering from SRM University which feels like a lifetime a go now. I definitely feel like i have learned a lot since then. Coming back to the present.
Being a freelancer and not working as every other 8-12hrs worker, it does sometimes feel that you don’t belong in this society. Working towards the deadlines of a contract for a month or so and literally having nothing to do for next few months, which makes everyone think that your jobless. Where as they have to be working for 8-12hrs every single day.
Transformation Phase :
This is one of the phase of your life which not just you but everyone waits for you to get placed into a well known company. when your 24 and you still haven’t been into a regular job or haven’t got placed while on campus. You become unfit to this world. Not to mention about the long long long advice’s from every single person you meet. Like you may have not at all spoken to a long distance relative, but when they hear you haven’t got placed. They splash on you like you are literally in a deep sleep and the only way to wake you up is splashing water on you.
Going through this phase as many others, One fine night i had a feeling that im so disconnected from everything. Like my everyday task became having a 3 course meal being served at your table and indulging into social media scrolling through news feed looking into other peoples life’s and going back to bed whenever you want. I was literally like you where no different from a homeless person who has nothing to do in life. Other than having a place to live,food to eat,cloths to wear and a phone to socialize.
No way indulging in any kind of celebration, get together, visiting relatives or even if someone tries to make a conversation i would just cut it off as soon as possible. Time being laughing at silly things. wondering why people are so dumb. Screaming out within why is it all happening to me. Daydreaming like changing this world and making history. And all sorts of things.
The day you stop learning is the day you start decaying.
This is when i decided to take a step. Yes taking a step is all what you need to change the World Around You. Started listening to motivational talks. Reading stories of successful people. Going through blogs, videos, Quotes, what ever keeps me indulged. Took Photography & playing Frisbee’s as hobbies.
As a kid i had always been a techie. During the era of internet free world or more accurately internet was only meant to be at school’s lab and net cafe to send emails. I was a person to build model toy aircraft’s, speed boats, periscopes, servicing old black and white TV to work which was from 1990’s “before i was born” to say a few. I was a person who never let’s any kind of electronic machine to be in one piece, I would just dismantle it to learn more about how it works and what all does it have. In the process of learning I have broken various electronic equipment’s and have got severely from my parents.
So becoming a solution provider was my ultimate aim since my childhood. In the modern era what you would be calling it as an “Entrepreneur”. By gong through various motivational talks by Brendon Burchard, Simon Sinek, Patrick Bet-David and others. Reading Blog’s by Your Story, The Better India and others. Learning new things through YouTube such as programing languages, UI/UX designing,IoT. I changed myself to use social media to learn more through it. I joined a startup which is of my friends and went through various phase of running a startup successfully. And working my way to develop various products that would make life easy.
believe and you’re halfway there
Throughout the year i have learned a lot about latest technologies working my way by starting from Microsoft Azure, AWS, Google Cloud. Along the way building websites through WordPress from scratch to adding SEO, Analytics. Designing logos through Adobe Illustrator. Portfolios through Adobe Indesign. Editing photos through Adobe Lightroom and Photoshop. and counting on. At the same time working my way to full fill my dreams.
On a final note if you want to change the world around you stop thinking of making things perfect and take a step while following you’re heart making your dream come true. Remember
If your lazy its just because your life is boring.
Fill up your life with your adventure’s, 24hrs will not be enough.
And today taking blogging as a new hobby. I will be sharing most of my experiences, views and knowledge through this blog. So to stay tuned, do subscribe to my blog and feel free to comment and send in your feedback’s bellow. I will try posting a new blog every weekend.
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